In Shining Armor Comes my Knight

He is my vicarious light
Enough, when I'm not quite
The healer of my heart's blight
He restores my sight
When I'm wand'ring in the blackest night
He loves me so despite
My shortcomings which He'll rewrite
He refashions my fright
He becomes my might
In His love I take flight
As He becomes my delight
For Him, my soul will ignite.


I feel so close to tears

But I just  can’t make them come

I feel on the edge of slumber

But I cannot fall asleep

Where will I find the balance

Where to find equilibrium

My heart cries out

For something so much more

Something that is found in surrender

A thing discovered

Upon fully letting go

Letting myself fall

Trusting You to catch me

Knowing you’ve got perfect timing

You are the great rhythm.

I’m so tired.

I’m so tired

Maybe a little lost in my mind.

“Where did I go?”

I ask myself politely

“I don’t think you’ll ever know.”

I answered back.

“When will I be back?”

As I checked the clock.

I’m still waiting to walk in the door.

For now,

My eyes will close

And I’ll lay down.

Till we meet again,

I suppose.

Looking ahead.

I’m gonna look ahead

I wanna see what’s coming

And see?

The future looks bright

I’m gonna look beyond

I’m gonna move on

Well, as best as I can

Please bear with me

I’ll do my best

I want to come to terms

With myself

And then some.

But, the future’s looking bright

I won’t need my winter coat

Or a torch

But I may need sunscreen

‘Cause I burn real bad

Because the future looks bright

And even moreso

When I forgive.


You can't hear me
'cause I'm sad
I'm beaten down
I've been broken

You can't see me
'cause the paint that makes me show
I scrubbed it all off.

You don't know me...
No, not really.
If you did
Well, you would know
Exactly where I'm hiding

You can't see my anger
You don't know my pain
You aren't aware of my sadness
Don't know if you ever will

I wish you would see
I mean, really see
But you can't right now
Maybe I'll wait
And wait
And wait
And wait around
Until you find me here
Where I've always been

I like to free write… And post awesome pictures of the sun

I wanna write.

I wanna tell the world how I feel

Wanna make them see

I am more than just real

I am a figment

Of existing imagination

I want to be

Your imaginary friend

Who lives in your head

’cause that’s not creepy at all

I want to make you happy

And be here when you’re sad

’cause I like the way it feels

When my shoulder is all wet

After you’ve cried all your tears

And sang to me

In a voice so sweet

That the melody

That sweet sweet melody

Pierces my thoughts

By day

By night

And I can’t stop what’s coming

But I can surely be ready

For any of the inevitable


Well thought out


But please remember

That I’m not real

But I still live

But I’m just in your head

But your head’s on my shoulder

As your tears dry up

The tears that soaked my shirt

The tears that I love

The tears I wish I could bottle

And keep for always

The tears that made me cry

All the tears I have in me

So that I flood your head

’cause that’s where I live.

Because that’s not weird



The line

This new purple line

We drew a line so long ago

But here I am


And redefining

Here I am

Scrubbing that line away

I don’t know where

To start drawing again

I don’t even know

What color the old one was

I wish you could help me

But I know you can’t

I know you aren’t

Anymore capable

Than my brain

Which would explode

But I’ve got some special tape

That’s holding me together

’cause I’m certainly not

On top of the world

And just so you know

I think the new line’ll be purple

Because it’s my favorite

It reminds me of airplanes

And watermelon

And hugs

And almost unforgettable memories

It reminds me of the end of the rainbow

And the treasure I never found

That treasure

You always told me was there

But I’ve yet to find it

That and the music you said was all around.

Won’t you just stop?

I’m trying to think

Trying to draw a purple line.